Things are of spiritual/mental origin. The inner aspect creates the outer aspect, the sound you make creates your reality (being good to others or being a contribution to the greater whole is good for your health). One’s psyche is connected to the electricity/feeling, and what manifests, around you. We are energetically(/aurically: the feeling or energy in one’s body – and psychically: one’s mental/thought energy) connected. Hallucinations correspond to actual energy around and within, or interacting with, you.
 
Matter is of a lower frequency (is heavier), consciousness is of higher frequency (is lighter).
The universe is a something growing and living.
 

Life – one’s inner perception – is, as it were, a ‘multi-dimensional soundboard’ (where the ‘dimensional’ sound, sound within a certain range, opens up the door to a reality – and where making sound in one range, leads to more sound in that or neighboring ranges: the internal experience creates the outer manifestation – dimensions are really ways in which you can move about). Different levels of energy/’sound’ (everything is like sound) harbor different (atmo)spheres of influence and manifestations. Thoughts direct manifestations in a spiritual memory which acts as a morphic field. A dimension is something you tune/turn into.

There are the heavier bodies or forms, and the lighter bodies or forms. The heavier bodies of forms could be the physical and the (more dense) feelings. The lighter bodies and forms or atmospheres/dimensions, the furthest echo further out from the more dense body/bodies or form, would be the (less dense) thought forms you could jump into as a spirit – which would in turn develop feelings which could manifest physically further down the line. This would be the birth or fruition, creating/growing fruits, which spring represents. The autumn would be the letting go or death of these lower forms and the going back to the more spiritual. The winter would be the spirit or inner aspect, deep down in the spiritual waters – the summer would be the outer manifestation on the surface. The lower forms are more dualistic and have a greater potency to manifest a hell, the higher would be more tranquil, ideal and heavenly. As such, death would be equal to love or unity, and life to the diverged opposites.

The universe consists of densities of frequency, forming worlds and dimensions, so (‘fields’ of) tension/sound. The frequency(: harmonic, sound) aspect is the higher natured(: spirit) aspect or atmosphere (and would be the feminine aspect) – the more dense matter the lower natured(: substance) aspect (which would be the masculine aspect). The sound is what matter is in, like a transcending dimension (light cannot escape the dark: everything is under an atmosphere). Both aspects have both aspects: the internal experience is made of a ‘substance’, and the outer form – as it appears – resonates with a personality(: has character)/feeling. They are one intertwined, gradient whole.

Sound = form/substance = color and is everything (everything is energy, and has a frequency). Physical form/substance, which is more dense, coalesced sound, is sound with a lower reverberation (all matter has wave-like properties). In this analogy, silence would be flatlining sound.

Everything is music. Everything is a harmonic: a proportion in a relationship/interrelation.

We each are like music keys as part of an area that is pressurized through ‘sound’. Our physical universe of solid objects essentially is like an extremely enlarged(/iteratively repeated) and slowed down (or the delay that begins to resonate with itself through feedback) of a soundwave/cymatic of/within something more non-local and non-linear that produces our world through splitting(/scattering) something more ‘whole’ (like refracted white light creates colors), creating the tension and curvature(: deviation from the even and balanced zero-point) to make the ‘sound’ (like holding your finger on the snare of a guitar while playing it changes its tone).

 
Making good sound means being in good health. The way you listen, like when you listen to your body, also influences the ‘sound’, or form/substance (observation influencing the observed). Being unfriendly or angry a lot damages your health. So the sound you make becomes the/your reality.

The inner aspect creates the outer aspect. Mental focus generates outcome/influences the outcome. It’s all energetic. You can influence things around you with your energy. You can direct/focus your energy mentally, even if it’s as simple as the raising your arm coming from the intent to raise your arm.

Reality is vibratory. Everything consists of waves/fluctuations in a field resonating at a certain frequency (quantum field theory or QFT suggests that particles are fluctuations/waveforms in their own field). Everything is tension/frequency (which is a tone/tune), that’s why it would be like sound (which – taken literally – is waves in the miniscule matter that the air/atmosphere that fills the space is comprised of). This is relevant, because that’s why viewing things as sound is an equalizer between the outer and the inner: both can be quantified in terms of it.

Everything is one sound, like a big tub of water – the waves in the water being the sound (or flat surface being ‘flatlining sound’). Since you’re sound and everything is the same sound, everything is a little bit yourself.  
(As for what the water – the medium, fabric or substance – itself is: according to quantum field theory (QFT), each particle corresponds to its own field. The electron, for instance, is part of an ‘electron field’. These fields are frequencies of energy (E=mc²) – so are ‘sound’, in that sense. Consciousness may be higher frequency fields of information interacting with lower frequency physical matter.

When something good happens when you do something with good ‘sound’ (be it, for example: good intention or attitude) – or something bad happens because you do something with bad sound – it shows how things are steered by how you relate with your personal aspect to the personal aspect of what’s happening, and whether it exhibits a positive or negative archetype. For instance, do you stop or keep going when you get the tendency to do it compulsively, and if you keep going, do you do it with a certain flair or not? When something seems to one-hundred percent make logical sense, but doesn’t feel right – do you do it or do you do it another way? Good sound leads to more good sound.
  
The brain follows its own way, unlike a computer which is only programmed by a user – so the brain tunes in to information.
  
Music is an expression of the higher resonances. We too are music, waves, resonances, harmonics (which are ratios, proportion making up compositions of structure, tones and colors). Things don’t pass through one another, even though there is enough space in between the individual particles for it: the space in the field is filled with force from the particle(: its field).
  
Aspects of the personality, or aspects of someone’s inner, are higher dimensional ‘sound’. Dreams are higher dimensional ‘sound’ too.
  
Interdimensional(: between/encompassing/bridging the dimensions): ‘happy and/or sad’ the inertial state(s) [of the observer], mental frame (cognition)/inner perception, or otherwise fabric/things experienced by the observer.
  
The universe is an intertwining of lower and higher frequency ‘dimensional sound’: the ‘sound’/substance that makes up/comprising a dimension. So an intertwining of lighter(: more balanced) and heavier(: more forceful) sound. Lower/higher frequency is higher/lower density is lower/higher dimension.

So really: physical matter is lower frequency (heavier) sound, and whatever consciousness is rendered into, is higher frequency (lighter) sound. This means it probably corresponds to a higher frequency field of the universe.

More balance in the dimension equals the dimension being one of oneness more, equals the dimension being more personal.

You are of more oneness than matter, because you know love. So you are closer to where opposites come together (in a nice way): the point of convergence. Towards this point of convergence (opposites coming together), is harmonization – which is a balancing of energies. Reality is different levels of oneness/harmonization intertwining. Life would have to arise, because at one point all would be one somehow, so things develop towards that and exactly so that that would happen.

There is a spiritual aspect to the breath you breathe, it influences the psychic fabric we as conscious beings are part of. Higher dimensionally (in the realm of higher frequencies), breath and air = sound = aura/spirit. Additionally, the way you breathe can influence the air around you, through a sort of psychically directed pressure differences. The idea of a clean slate can give you a breath fresh air. The same goes for the way you smoke, for example. When your smoke, for instance, in an extraordinarily psychically activated state, in which your body is in most exotic energetic states – as happened on Speed, ketamine and weed in my case – your cigarette/joint may let off more smoke, or begin to crackle, as you smoke, more. Space around you/air/breath, and likewise the way you breathe, is psychically charged.

Your breath is connected to the energy/electricity around you – as is, for instance, your gaze, and the rest of your body. Seeing beauty adjusts the eyes right, because you begin to look in the right way: the spirit in which one looks creates the spirit/psyche which one sees. You transmute the fabric of the interior of the psyche/the experience (which is in direct correlation with how you look physiologically as well): which is what the ‘psychic charge’ is. Hence, hallucinations are configurations or tunings of the energetic/electrical body or tension in the body. Reality is psychic, and there is an actual spirit(ual quality) to the breath you breathe. During psychic activation, you could even be able to aim your breath at a prerecorded video, and influence the energy there – like in the story about the coat hanger that moved in the background of the video that suddenly gittered as if being tapped, while it wasn’t being touched directly or indirectly the moment I ‘aimed my breath’ at that specific spot. (You can read this story and all other true stories on this page on: Ivo Actual Reality.) I’ll get to the story in a bit, a little further down on this page. In this way, during psychic activation, the psyche may influence things in the outer world outside of ordinary causality – as if through a dimension through which things are foreseen, creating what would otherwise be coincidences.
  
The body (form/substance) is a consequence of a mind/psyche having the intention to manifest. As such, the outer forms are aspects of the personality/character taking up/expressed through volume. That different things are also part of the same thing in some way also just is a matter of how you look at it. So that the outer is of the same energy in some sense as the inner (expressed through volume as separate, linear objects) is a given.
  
Heavier sound/lower frequency equals a more uneven distribution. For example: lower frequency has a larger wavelength, in lower frequencies there is more separation and someone tries to make himself or herself count more than the other more.
  
Life comes about from the forms striving to preserve itself. This may come about from resistance, the unwill of something to become something else, such as when attempting to move something: something’s mass.
  
Lower dimensional sound is more fragmented and object-oriented. Sound is more integral and pertaining to the personality (pertaining to the word sound in the sense of ‘the way something sounds’). Birds sing about how they feel, and humans talk object-matically – quantifying things in terms of objects.
  
Living forms are higher dimensional objects because they have higher dimensions working through them more, such as your whole inner being and psyche. There literally is more dimension to something.

 • Lower, narrower, frequencies: bodily frequencies,
 • Higher, wider, frequencies: psychic (more mental, like brain-)frequencies.
The brain is like an electromagnet that talks to fields of information for them to be received by and interact with the physical body.

Animals are, and humans can – with a little help – be, on a so-called ‘widened frequency (of consciousness)’ with the sense with which one perceives mentally realization. These as it were ‘tentacles’ then stretch out further into the space, and are less concentrated. The mental sensation of feeling within the space/volume around one will stretch out and be further out into the space/volume around one, making for a more dreamy awareness feeling more fleeting. It is the ways your energy is shaped in, giving a/the feeling of feeling within your psyche of one’s body and surroundings. The feeling will be more ‘zoned out’: one will reach out from the center of where the more dense activity one feels is, feeling a more ‘tertiary'(: latter, background) feeling than a ‘primary'(: former – from the perspective of it) (or, for that matter, ‘secundary’) feeling/harmonic/sound (as in ‘the sound of something’). This ‘tertiary sound’ or ‘stretched out tentacle’ is as if you prolong a single impulse of perception, such as when you stretch out a moment of silence (within the context of timing) without too much movement so as to make it a new impulse. Eventually, the single impulse will ‘stretch further’ or ‘reach further’. A scare from a sudden sound would disturb this. This tertiary sound/harmonic/feeling is as if you’d have done that (but then doesn’t have to include the primary and secundary phase of the sound, if, for example, it is created by mentally latching on to sounds in the music). To understand what I know by these ‘strands’ or ‘impulses’, think of playing a sound at the half of a single beat during a beat of a piece of music (so this concerns timing): this ‘breaks’ the beat, or the impulse/strand, or that with which you mentally grasp(ed) the sound you’re hearing.
This ‘widened frequency’ allows animals to experience/resonate more sincere and heartfelt emotion(/ inner harmonics’) and have more psychedellic realization through having less dense concentrated/focused awareness. These mental ‘strands’ of awareness, such as tension that is suggested by music or a certain tensing of the psychic sense or energy of one’s feeling, represent layers of sound in the psychic resonances that one receives from existence. These strands are mental in nature from a center of attention requiring a certain focus which springs from a certain sound it perceives or resonates/passes on through and thus comprises one’s awareness. They are an energy, which one perceives this way. In psychedelic music, often, through repetitive sound/beat and putting over that sounds(/sound effects) which keep prolonging the sequence of them forming one fluent ‘strand’ of sounds, one’s attention is able to travel further out from the more dense center of concentration.

Something that actually exists is something that is experienced: we are part of a field of awareness/experience. Everything is, in essence, spirits: state of being of the psyche/spirit.

Because a reality can’t actually exist without an observer that is observing, something that is real is something that is experienced in a meaningful way. ‘Only in dreams do you see what it means’. A universe that is never observed might as well never have existed. If things don’t accumulate to something meaningful (so, it being experienced), the things being accumulated might as well never have existed.

Synchronicity: right timing = alignment.

A synchronicity is the interrelation of spirits manifesting alignment.

The sound can function as one, even in supernatural ways, that transcend physical causality. Things can go just right (or wrong) or steer one another, like the universe is a universal mind. Take, for example, synchronicities – which really come down to timing (an example of a synchronicity is being in exactly the right place at the right time).
  
Higher dimensions (psychic dimension that overlays with the outer reality: one’s thinking, which is connected to one’s feeling) can bend reality (including people, animals, insects, things and events) to work through it (through coincidences that make it align with your thinking and feeling), as well as work through hallucinations (through which these psychic/higher dimensions may convey things to you).
  
This psycho-auric field can connects past events to future events (that is to say: present to a past and/or future event) in case of an interaction that superscedes ordinary causality:

 • One time, on Speed, when I deliberately ‘breathed into’ (deliberately pointing with your mind and aiming your breath there mentally, as if this is makes it so the breath will then land there) the video – at the exact spot where I aimed, a coat hanger, that was hanging there on a rack in the background, suddenly got gittered out of nowhere, as if having been touched or hit by someone – as if it were an interdimensional anomaly or multidimensional interaction.

Everything is made of the fabric of a (collective) mind/psychic/spirit construct (that is not bound by time at its root: something can be arranged to do something as a consequence of something that happened later). (As a spirit, I believe that it would be safest to bet on the ultimate harmony of the universe.) Fluctuations in the field of this psychic/spirit/mind-construct can organize anything: it can make things (including hallucinations) run parallel in a (thought of as) impossible way. Parallel realities (wherein this auric field becomes more apparent in ways ordinarily not possible) occur: a different state of possibility operating. As an example: only you feel how something somebody says has to do with you or is a reaction to your energy, and was directed at you in a certain way they didn’t consciously intend, but you feel was there. But this being so would mean a blending of the internal and external world: an auric connection; or, another ‘dimension’ joining in the ‘mechanism’ that often suggests an auric connection (which one may be able to feel). The same goes for when you’re receiving a sign: to what extend is it supernatural that something would happen at a meaningful time, something happening as a consequence of the change in the energy or spiritual interrelation of the field? For example, some people experience a leaf dropping at a specific meaningful time (something the auric field, as a consequence of spiritual interrelation or interrelation of ideas, can make happen), and see that as a sign. A ‘parallel reality phenomenon’ does not have to solely depend on the physical form being different, but can be hallucinations or hallucinations and the physical/visible form running parallel along with it as different manifestations of the same energy.

So alignment that occurs can make an auric connection apparent, or make an invisible force working through the reality making it so certain things would happen a certain way apparent – where others may think it has to be a coincidence. Sometimes, however, when the coincidence would have been too much if a ‘coincidence’ to be just that, it would be more logical for there to be causality at play: an auric (energetic) connection. Like in the true story that I will tell more elaborately further down on this page (down in the ‘electric resonator’-paragraphs on this page) when a bug that must have been flying by sat on the bridge of my nose the moment for the exact brief second I saw a hallucinatory shadow flying towards me across my vision, along with hearing a hallucinatory thought-voice say: “fuck!” (In my native language Dutch: “kanker!”) – after, in an imaginary conversation with whatever, I exclaimed how I was right about something in a disrespectful way to ‘it’. The shadow actually hurt my face and head, except for around where the bug had been sitting in that split second before flying off again almost instantly. One time, on Speed, I saw a dark hallucinatory spot fly towards a small tree that was in my neighbor’s backyard at the time in which birds lived. When the spot reached the tree, all birds in it suddenly flew out at once. Either it was no coincidence but was the consequence of energetics, or these coincidences are favored to be there because of something or become orchestrated through a foreseeing psyche beyond what it would ordinarily be able to know: ahead of time.

‘Auric charge’ (one’s state of being) is the essence that underlies reality, not (just) determination by physical parts: the aspects of the personality/character that work through the reality, are the determining factor (and can indeed bend what’s possible). As an example: food, a drink, or a joint, may taste better if it is made with love and care. Objects and space are psychically charged. This can go so far that a negative state of being (bad sound) of an aura makes it so deterioration would happen (for example, something would break at that time through, sort of, spiritually directed pressure differences – although you may be able to pinpoint a physical cause, it would happen to run parallel with and correspond to the state of being of the aura/spirit) to what it is associated with/is about, or is in its location.

‘Everything is(,) as it is reasoned to be’. The way you reason something to be changes the energy. Thoughts can influence matter. Ideas, and the spirits (change of moods/states of being/aspects of the personality) that work through the reality do in fact influence reality and what’s in it.

’Something that cannot be backtraced could have come about in any of numerous ways.’
Take for instance gambling: when a number or response from the game you’re playing randomly generates a number, anything could be framed to have caused that. You may find that, in the context of seeming to be oriented around and pertaining to the person, things/the orchestrating force might work through the results so that it would seem your winning increases. Keep in mind that your chance to win increases as you go on losing, and that even though the numbers are generated randomly they still have a so-called seed: meaning there may be patterns in the sequence of numbers. It is through this that forces may work through the results.  
Think of the uncertainty principle: when you measure the exact location of something, you cannot know its velocity (or speed).
Or, to give another concrete example of how this translates to physicality: physicist Richard Feynman has proven that any particle travels from its beginning to its end down all possible paths it could take, with only the path(s) of least resistance ending up as apparent to us because all the other paths cancel one another out because their quantum phases interfere destructively rather than constructively - as is the case with the ultimately manifesting path.

We originate from an auric field that is innately alive. This field is of higher frequency than matter, and works based on resonance: the information is there if the keys (like the keys of a piano) of the notes making the music are being pressed. We are the consequence of this field interacting with matter.
  

In between us all is a ‘psycho-auric’ field, where our minds are able to access energy/things/individuals just by thinking about it or directing energy towards it. The energies of the field can be felt into, or can give you ideas.

  
The auric field is the doorway to the higher multidimensional thought realm.
  
The things you can think up, such as voices or shapes, have feeling which can be felt with the feeling/energetic body.

The (psycho-)auric field causes the form to correspond to your the inner experience of the feeling and psyche/mentality, and as such be as it were the ‘medium’ which borders with the physical dimension bearing the inner (from which spiritual incentive follows).

When psychically activated, for example on LSD, things begin to correspond to the spiritual state of what’s around you:

 • The following example takes place when I was chilling at Morris on Speed, listening to some music and talking. The music was playing over the speakers to which someone had connected via bluetooth. Suddenly, I had the urge to hum the melody of the song, but a couple seconds behind – which made for a dissonant. Right when I did, the music started lagging briefly (around two to three seconds).

It is not just visible things which are ‘of the world’, as opposed to of just inside us. Things can be felt mutually, and the feeling depends on the other energies/atmospheric impressions in the environment.

We are aurically connected to what and who’s around us, through the electricity that we feel in the body. The energy we feel in the body is connected to the energy others feel in their body:

 • When I was hanging out with friends (Yuro, Gino and Jerry), we were on ketamine. Suddenly, I had a very dry back of the throat and was very thirsty, but was not really in the mood to get up and drink water. Eventually, I drank water. Then, it happened again. This time, I did not get up. Eventually, Gino went ahead and drank some water (I have a faucet in my room, so I could see him drink as he did), and as he drank, I could actually feel my own body starting to feel replenished and it quenched my thirst with every gulp he took! When he was done (which took a couple seconds) I was no longer thirsty at all.

 • A different time, I was visiting the coffeeshop (weed dispensary). I had pulled through a night, and was on Speed. I happened to be having very heavy breathing at that moment. I just came from outside, having biked there, and inside I was a little short on air, but I didn’t want to breathe a lot through my nose and snot all over the place, so as I breathed a little. This caused the pressure on my stomach to get quite big. As it did with a surge of pressure, the guy behind the counter preparing my weed went “pff”, having to blow out some air as if also feeling pressure on his stomach.  

Our minds have the capacity to pick up on one another’s mind/thoughts – which becomes apparent when ‘psychically activated’ (like one may become after smoking weed, or using other substances like Speed/LSD/ketamine):

 • One time, on Speed, I was with a friend. I was having very busy thoughts and couldn’t really contain the anxiety. Then, at one point, I went on to explain to her in my head that I was having some anxiety and couldn’t help it, and as I started to talk over the anxiety and talked to ‘her’ in my head, after about two to three seconds she turned to me and said: “suddenly I’m hearing all kinds of voices and sirens” – showing how the energy we feel and thoughts we think are part of a connected whole.

 • Another time, I was with someone (I forgot his name), and we were waiting on another friend (Lianne) we had agreed to meet up with. I was having some draining thoughts and anxiety after smoking a joint with this someone I was with. We were all in a psychosis clinic at the time (where I’ve had the worst time of my life). When we saw Lianne walking towards us, for some reason I associated her beige clothes with like a uniform you might get in a concentration camp, which is what I envisioned the psychosis clinic to be. I didn’t want to think anything bad about a friend, but out of frustration about the situation, I gave in to the thought that her clothes kind of looked like a concentration camp uniform – agreed with it and thought her clothes looked like a uniform from a concentration camp. The second I agreed, the friend I had smoked the joint with turned to me and said:”why do you say negative things about her? She is your friend”, while neither of had been saying anything. So he was able to pick up on the energy that was going through my mind. Also, those types of ways where one is gaslighted by treacherous thought patterns can occur during – and can be quite typical of – psychic activation, as may happen after smoking weed or using other substances.

 • I was at home chilling with Yuro on LSD and a bit of ketamine. We were in the aftermath of what had been a good night. While Yuro was sleeping on the couch, I had been listening to a short preview of a song on repeat. By the time Yuro had woken back up, the bassline was still going through my mind every so many seconds on a loop. After a while, Yuro remarked: “do you hear that? It’s like this low tone”. Me, who, high-spiritedly didn’t dare think it could be from the bassline I was playing in my head, decided to – after a brief pause – play the loop one more time in my head. And the exact moment the same bassline that had been looping in my head a zillion times, set in – Yuro remarked: “that! Do you hear that?”. Making apparent that our minds can be connected in this way.

Because everybody feels the electricity in their body, and otherwise, the psycho-auric field can steer manifestations around us, and can influence objects (which also include electronic devices).

The dimension of the mind runs throughout the ‘lower-dimensional’ physical form. The mind has created the sound that is our reality within itself.
  
Everything falls in line with the force in the field of the mind. And you could see separate coincidences lead to a fluent experience of a single thing. This is a higher dimensional occurrence, as it transcends time to make things happen exactly so you would see them this way – which means things have to line up for something to happen before it is apparent that it will happen. This makes it apparent the external world is one with the mind.
 
The mind and reality are one intertwined whole: causal movements can transcend being just in the physical, and also involve the mind.
  
Our bodies constantly interchange electric energies, our auras and brain frequencies/thoughts interact. You can influence someone with just your thoughts.

Because of this, things within yourself or pertaining to one as a person and the external world may start to run parallel in ways that are not ordinarily thought to be possible. This can happen on an interdimensional level, where interactions that transcend space and time are normal and it can be made so something – and what you did that makes it be in relation to you – would happen at exactly that meaningful time for it to be in relation to you – being in contact with the psycho-auric field of your near but also further surroundings. It can be a consequence of you reacting to a bump in the same resonance/feeling/energy.

The forms of this field are forms/harmonics the aura can take on, of which the physical are really part. These forms/harmonics are aspects of your aura. Those forms, and how they reflect on the psyche, fills the space around you and influences the state of what’s inside it.

  
These auras, or higher frequency resonances, can change the (energetic) pressure – such as when a heavy presence (so this is connected to your feeling – or the electricity you feel in the body – as well) enters or leaves the room. This can cause air pressure differences, the contraction and expansion of wood, and the noises houses make (cracking-, tapping sounds). Or it can make candles flicker, or make your cigarette smoke more. It can also invoke hallucinations of something moving in place. These auras can also cause glitches and errors in electronics, such as TVs, computers and phones. Another example is: the idea of a clean slate can give a breath of fresh air.
 
These hallucinations can influence animals and the behavior of people around you, through the auric connection we all share. Something to keep in mind is that when something happens in the hallucination all the time, the whole time something happens in your surroundings, it would seem to line up with the hallucination. If something is going on inside of you having to do with the energy around the whole time, any moment something could have happened would have been a meaningful timing.

Happiness, for instance: the happiness in a smile, makes the psychic field run healthily and well (can make it possible to solve errors in the auric ‘configuration’), and happily (reflecting happiness).
  
On ketamine, one can experience how insects like flies also have psychic charge with a distinct mental atmosphere one can latch onto. It may influence one hallucinatorily: your vision may, for example, become sharper and more colorful.
  
On, for instance, LSD, auras can work through any inanimate object. An old church tower can suddenly have a very special medieval atmosphere emanate from it.

Very ‘symmetric’/’even'(: not their shape or form, but as in having a very aligned fabric) hallucinatory(: perceived – such as seen – in the thought realm) shapes, with little discrepancy, which can run extremely cleanly (which is correlated to being of little sin) and so have a very weightless feeling. The fleshly body already is associated with sin, because one needs to consume other organisms to stay alive. The mental realm in this sense, of more symmetric shapes, is where higher dimensions of thinking reside. This clean energy signature (of more aligned ‘harmonics’ – harmonics is what everything consists of as everything has a ratio producing some level of tension) would enable multi-dimensional thought capabilities such as traveling with the mind to places or communicating with people.

 • The following hallucinations can occur where the feeling of your body, that is your ‘electricity’ or energy, becomes very light/balanced. It comes along with a very ethereal presence (or presences, like the feeling there is someone there) and intensified visual snow. People/animals being around you, whose ‘ethereal light'(: also, light in the sense of the story where at the end of your life, your soul is being weighed – the scale of Ma’at) or auric energy can feed your aura into a glow up(: becoming ‘electrically’ charged), can increase the chances of this happening:
 ~ intensified visual snow (like you see when you walk into a dark room or rub your eyes too hard).
 ~ change in/warping of perspective (far things may appear close by).
 ~ seeing things from your mind’s eye – things look unreal, as if in a dream.
 ~ very far things might appear to be close by and small.
 ~ things with depth might appear to seem two-dimensional.
 ~ the electricity you feel in your body becoming very light/balanced.  

Hallucinations are interactions happening to the aura.

Hallucinatory perceptions come about as one’s perception becomes more sensitive and receptive to the lighter energetic(: which the body feels) forms such as auras (both your own and/or other’s, or otherwise) – on the level on which things in the outer world are or can be one with the psyche, or are psychic forces – and/or as the psyche becomes more apparent as it activates.

These hallucinations can occur sober, but usually happen after using substances such as ketamine, LSD, Speed, weed or smoking alone.

 • I was at home, was on Speed and smoking a joint. I was getting these ‘hallucinations’ with intensified visual snow, with very balanced feeling and ethereal presences. The feeling in my body was very light. After a while, a mouse came walking into my room from behind the door slowly, and emitted this very ethereal presence, and balanced, calming feeling. Later, he returned, and I, already high, could feel my thoughts shifting to a more calm state as if influenced by the mouse emitting this very balanced, twinkling, calming feeling with very ethereal presence that you could see in the form of all the hallucinations I’ve mentioned, primarily of which the intensified visual snow. I could tell the mouse knew it was safe for him to come out as long as I was participating such calm energies, ethereal presences and hallucinations. These hallucinations could be had sober, but are often triggered by weed, Speed, not sleeping, and in combination with when people/animals visit.

 
These hallucinations come about from your energy being directed in interesting configurations and the energy around you/the energy in your body becoming harmonized. This comes with the accumulation of – and accumulates – auric energy, or ‘ethereal light’, leading to a weightless feeling. Usually this energy somehow comes to you. Your energy, the ‘electricity’ one feels in the body, will get configured just right, to do certain things with the energy so as to produce this very light, balanced feeling.

The auric field can create a weightless sensation: a feeling where you feel nothing, powered by a replenishment of auric energy(: ‘ethereal light’).

You are in contact with auras/the aura(: lighter, high frequency resonances) around you. Your own, and of what and who is around you. The ‘psychic’ atmosphere of the place.
 
Thoughts are a way to interact with these auras/this psycho-auric field.

 • I was at home, on Speed, smoking a joint. I was making artworks for Infinity Essentials Art. I noticed a mouse near me on the floor, so I sat perfectly still to let him know he’s welcome. He quickly walked off. I heard him making some noises from quickly walking on the floor. I was already talking quite a bit to myself, guiding myself through the process of making an artwork, and getting all kinds of ideas. Then I suddenly got the hallucination of ethereal awareness and intensified visual snow. I asked the mouse in my head, without talking: “can you hear me?” – and at that precise moment the mouse appeared from behind the bed – but this time not the sudden movements they normally make and he did up until that point, but especially calmly, relaxed and slow. I proceeded with saying in my head: “I know you can hear me”. And as he moved very calmly and relaxed – with an ethereal presence and calming energy that could definitely be felt coming from him (which sensitivity was enabled by the weed) – he let me eye him with no issue, and walked really quite close to me. I think that if he felt my energy with at least the same sensitivity, that might be the reason he can derive and understand from that what kind of thought I’m thinking – especially given that I could feel myself how their presence directed my thoughts towards silence in the previous (true) story, which made the correlation between the thoughts you’re thinking and the energy you are in contact with very apparent. Besides that, I wouldn’t know how this was possible. But it definitely felt like an auric interaction, and not like a coincidence at all (it would be far too much of a coincidence to be a coincidence, as well).

 • While I was high on Speed, I got the feeling I was talking to the animals around me through thought. While ‘talking to the birds’, I ‘addressed’ them saying, jokingly: “raise your right wing if you heard that [what I just said]” (in my native language Dutch: “steek je rechtervleugel op als je dat hoorde”). Then, immediately following that, a dove flew right by right in front of my windows and doors to the backyard, as if to respond to what I said by showing his presence.

 • On Speed, I started hearing bird noises in my head, similar to the ones living in the tree in my neighbor’s backyard at the time. When a bird was singing, his tune would continue in my head when the physical one stopped. When, distrusting of sounds in my head, I said “if you’re really with those [real] birds, you’ll let a physical one fly to my window right now!”. Three birds, coming from the tree in my neighbor’s backyard, flew right up to my window, and then back.
  
The reaction of this psycho-auric field to your thoughts/feelings or state of being can prompt visual hallucinations (which hallucinations are connected to what you feel, the electricity you’re feeling in your body): (colored or white) light(s) when positive, dark spots or shadows which may come with a difference in pressure (lighter or more heavy where it feels something is touching you), imagery (on LSD, in your entire vision), or a very light or balanced feeling. These can also be a reflection of your own comfort or discomfort.
  
When on LSD, the clock speed of your ‘electric’ resonance is raised, and you may be able to see/have this ‘auric’ layer in hallucinated colors/imagery. One’s consciousness resonates at a certain frequency. When the frequency of the consciousness changes, the dimension one is in, or forms one is surrounded by, change. This contradicts the common assumption that one’s consciousness is solely connected to the brain – and involves nothing else. This, however, could not be the case, as it would imply we only consist of matter that is lifeless in essence and the universe is finite as it would come to a stop as one would die with the brain if it perishes. As the frequency of the consciousness increases, one becomes more sensitive to immaterial hallucinatory/energetic forms/interactions.

 • On Speed and weed, I saw this ‘ethereal light'(: intensified visual snow, like you see when you walk into a dark room or rub your eyes too hard, to the point where it seems to be light: ‘seeing stars’) come from the foot of a friend while he was playing guitar (improvising) with his buddy, while he was keeping the rhythm with his foot by how he was moving it up and down with the music. Later (we were sitting in a square, both musicians on opposite ends and me and a friend on opposite ends), when I passed the joint to my friend across me, the musicians stopped playing, being visibly disturbed by my aura passing through their auric connection.

 
Frequently, sometimes sober – but especially on LSD, Speed and often triggered by the combination with weed (but also on weed alone), or smoking in general – it happens that the visual snow starts intensifying, and forms – sort of – this light grain/noise (like you could see looking into the dark). What happens sometimes is that when something moves – say, the curtains in the wind – you can feel a presence in that. As if someone were standing there.

 • One time, I, through the visual snow, saw the moving part have an overlay of and move simultaneously with a hand holding a computer mouse. In this case, in the same way, I vaguely saw an arm or a leg at the part of the curtain that was moving in the wind, moving simultaneously with it – as if it was the one moving the curtain! I tried to talk to it. I could also feel the presence in my actual feeling, changing as I had said something to it (in a way I couldn’t have produced myself: suddenly I felt something ‘sitting’, or ‘pulling’, on my energy). It was obvious to me there was something there. Then, I saw it come towards my head (and quickly saw a hand in there) and it gave a sort of electric shock to, as it were, my mental eye, or the end of my ‘mental tentacle’, located at the point between both eyes, or the center of your vision (I suppose this is what’s called ‘the third eye’): the organ with which you see mental shapes – resulting in me seeing the outline of a blue square for a fraction of a second simultaneously with the shock. I saw how this energetic center produced the light grain I was seeing, and I could feel the ‘electric’ shock strengthen and consolidate/reinforce my whole mental organ/infrastructure (coming from the hallucinatory image I saw with it, so as it were a specific ‘frequency’ you have to focus on, so also strengthening that image or ‘frequency’) we don’t regularly use in daily life on top of the image we normally see (our regular vision). A couple minutes later, I felt it sending a shock through me to that which you look at with the eyes, which you also feel a little bit – so the shock ending up there where you feel it with and in my eyes, producing a changing light, changing every fraction of a second in kind/appearance: bright hallucinatory blue light as well as the light you see when you rub your eyes too hard. I saw it, as it were, move the light away from me to my right – almost as if it was collecting a sample of sorts. The place in the picture below is what I was looking at when both things actually happened. It’s worth mentioning my neighbor (from a different apartment in our house) had a friend over, so a theory could be our auras interacted. But that doesn’t explain how it acted on its own volition like that. This story shows how this ‘ethereal light’ or intensified visual snow goes hand in hand with an ethereal presence, and can give you the sensation there is someone there. Also, it shows that these hallucinations are connected to one’s psychic (visual) organ – and that those hallucinations correspond to actual energy in its field.

 • Another time, having used Speed and weed, I was outside, sitting on a bench at night. I was having a weightless feeling in my body. I could feel the feeling of someone’s aura coming from the left. I decided to go over there. It was on an old medieval gate, and the street light was broken, so I could barely see anything. I decided to let loose and hallucinate there for a bit. The visual snow in my vision accumulated very strongly, combined with a weigh-less feeling, to where I could see an orb made of the grain, or light-‘pixels’ of my vision, hanging in front of me in the air at a couple of meters distance. Then, I noticed someone standing near it, in the dark. And figured that it was his aura with which I was interacting in some way, resulting in me seeing that ‘orb’.

 • Being high on Speed and weed – and the same night me and my friend Evert-Jan were visited by a dove that had a broken wing and needed shelter from the cold outside – that night, after my friend went to bed, I had a hallucination where the visual snow in my vision began to accumulate and the light that you can see in your vision when you press your eyes, began to flicker. It became stronger rapidly, to where it produced a small, crisp, picture – made from the ‘light-pixels’ of my vision itself – of a cartoonish flower with five round petals. I had been extremely high that night, and had especially strong hallucinations that night. I believe it has to do with the presence of the dove that night.

 • On LSD, I realized it would be more difficult to fall asleep. I said to myself, realizing that sleep wouldn’t kick in and I was stuck with my mind for a while and so I had to get my mind right to have some rest: “in the end, it’s all about frequency” (in my native language Dutch: “uiteindelijk draait het allemaal om frequentie”). I said it the spirit of how an old friend of mine, who provided much guidance in the spiritual realm at the time, would have said it. The moment I said that, my vision began to flicker slightly at increasing speed as I could feel the frequency of (the resonance of) my brain increase with the intensifying flickering, to where I could see an orb made of visual snow so strong it wasn’t see-through, with what would seem as a sort of Buddhist decoration/’inscription’ (like the Sanskrit ‘ॐ'(/’ohm’)-symbol) very crisp and clearly. After that, the frequency dropped again to normal level over the course of a few seconds. What stood out was that it happened just a bit too quickly, which actually hurt my brain (like hitting a mental brick wall). The very second this happened, I could hear my nextdoor neighbor say: “ouch!” (in my native language Dutch: “au!”).
So your own tuning, energy or harmonic resonance can contribute to one having these hallucinations(: the harmonic invokes the spirit).
 
 • I was alone in my room, on LSD, Speed and weed, and had decided to just listen. I ended up communicating with my hallucinations, and what seemed to be my neighbor’s and the animals’s collective subconsciouses. At one point during the night, suddenly, a heavy energy filled the room. I felt a very heavy energy in/through my body. Then, a sound came from the metal door hangar that was hanging on the handle of my little cabinet that was directly to my left, while I was sitting on the couch (which can be seen in the picture) – or the sliding handle below. I wasn’t even close to touching it! Because both are metal on wood, this sound was loud and distinct. This is a sort of spiritually/psychically directed pressure : literal pressure differences that one can feel and have physical effect. It also shows that the presences that come with hallucinations or the whole psychic activation, don’t just have to be ethereal/balanced/light presences but can also be heavy.

Ethereal light is the auric energy of the body, that the body uses and gives off, and which can be felt by someone else (you can feel someone standing right besides or behind you – or feel when someone is looking at you, for example) of someone’s intimacy. People with kind hearts and ideas will have more of this ethereal light in the configurations of their energy, and those with less kind ideas, less – especially when contemplating these ideas, which orients the tuning of your energy around them.
  
That these hallucinations and presences, which correspond to the actual energy around you (that is connected to one’s psychic organs as well, such as hallucinogenic visual organ) can come about from the tuning of your own aura and other’s auras, combined with the fact that they often invoke presences, has led me to believe that this ‘ethereal light’ that is this intensified visual snow – along with its ethereal presence and very good (so most likely healthy) feeling it gives off – has something to do with the source/origin of life: a sort of life-force or ‘ethereal auric energy/light’. This is because the energy comes through your body, so it is bodily energy. Meaning this ‘bodily electricity’, or ‘biological electricity’, is as it were a ‘life-energy’. It could be one’s own auric glow up, someone else’s energy, energy present somewhere. The perceived ethereal presences are a harmonization of energy, and a glowing up of this light hallucinatory energy and the electricity in the body: you feel this light tingling good energy instead of the tension, or ‘electricity’ that is normally in your body that you always feel. Since it is an energy that becomes apparent through hallucinations, so through one’s perception, it is also definitely an energy that is connected to the apparatus or instrument of the psyche.
  
The body is literally the grounding of ‘ethereal light’, going from something more alive: your brain and mind/consciousness, to something less alive and self-aware: the body, like the stomach, lungs and heart, and then to the less tender limbs: with more bones, which then branch out into the fingers and toes, and hair for the head, where the energy exits the body – which is more hard or less sensitive and dualistic: soft energies will merge, in this case, like when you press your nails together, one has to break eventually (or both).
  
This life energy is a higher frequency energy/substance, that comes from and is around the body. This energy corresponds to the energy of the body. This can become visible through hallucinations where one sees the visual snow intensify and begins to ‘see stars’, especially in one particular area – in combination with a extremely light feeling in the body, that feels (is energetically connected to) the hallucination. Perspective may seem warped and things seem unreal (as if in a dream), and this may come with very ethereal states of awareness (due to the activation of certain areas of the brain, like a muscle in your brain that is being used). Other people and animals are often connected to these hallucinations (but don’t have to be). 
 
Whatever the hallucinatory ethereal light is, it is something energetic/electric in interaction with the physical body. This ethereal light might elevate one to surpass the current reality as it could be adjacent to many more realities one may tune in to.

We’re in an ‘electric’ resonator (where we have this constantly resonating ‘electric’ signal, making up all form).

You are, objects are, and anything is, a bottleneck in the grounding of ‘electric’ current into other ‘electric’ current. Our ‘electric’ currents are connected and form one big current. Our breaths are also connected to one another, like one big current. Higher frequency allows for more flow in, or throughput of, energy.

Our bodies are part of this current. When you feel your body, you feel the ‘electricity’. A balanced, light and/or weightless, ‘feelingless’, or soft, feeling would be the well grounding of electricity making up the signal that one perceives in one’s consciousness(: what you get on your receiving end).
  
You ground ‘electricity’ (or energy) into people and energy signatures that are on your mind, that are important to you and into what and who is around you.
Our energies/subconsciousses could be connected in a big network. We may be able to direct energy towards others, and communicate telepathically with others, through thought or thinking about them – such as someone checking their phone for messages when you’re about to call this person. On the contrary, energy signatures or inner harmonics, as they have been perceived, may ‘live’ (or occur) in someone – and that the brain generates content based on them: either harmonious cognitions of a healthily functioning and resonating brain creating harmonious content such as stimuli like voices (or insights), or disharmonious cognitions of a brain in a deteriorating condition creating devilish stimuli (like voices) or insights. The actual connectedness is probably rather anonymous (and is most likely able to scale distances beyond the local – this could be through concepts such as morphic resonance), and may also be connected to how we remember/have initially experienced someone (also karmically, such as if one’s voice ends up benefitting someone, like being a voice of reason or source of positivity, or has, perhaps unknowingly by this person, damaged someone) – though the possibility that these energy signatures may also come to represent other forces is not excluded.

The outer and inner world are a unified manifestation of the ‘electric’ resonator. Activity or an impulse, for example, in the inner world can make something, such as an actual electric noise, happen in the outer world. This happened to me: I felt a impulse in my lower right back and a big (actual) siren like honk went of. This can extends to where two vehicles almost crash into each other and one honks, at the exact moment something significant happens inside of you such as a moment of realization of something or point of resolve or conclusion. I’ve seen this happen too. It happens through things running parallel, making it so a sound would occur at that exact time. An orchestrating force.

Because we ground our energy into others, one’s resonance (or feeling in your body and ‘inner harmonic’: the music your character and, for example, emotions or ideas make – so something you feel and think about) influences someone else’s. When you feel very bloated and mention it, someone else in another room may start coughing.

The ‘electric’ field can steer the path bugs fly and make it so bugs and animals would show up somewhere. Charges in the ‘electric’ field can make it so bugs would show up:

 • In conversation with my own thoughts, but externalizing it to where I was really imagining I was talking to an aura/the aura around me – like described above in the ‘aura hallucinations’ section – when I somehow made ‘it’ angry when I proclaimed I was right about something in a disrespectful way when proving it wrong in something, I heard a hallucinatory thought-voice say: “fuck!” (in my native language Dutch: “kanker!”), and I saw a wave of blackness(: a quick moving shadow of dark looking hallucinatory ‘material’ across most of my vision/the meter of space in front of me) coming towards my face and eyes and it hurting my head in a second. Simultaneously and with the same quickness, a mosquito flew closely in front of my face, landed in between my eyes for a metaphorical millisecond when the black was about to land and flew off when it had with the same quickness, protecting me from the wave of anger. I could feel how the aura of the mosquito had protected my eyes significantly, and how my head hurt worse further from where the mosquito had landed.

 • This one time, having used Speed, I had a bug on the window in my house. I thought, already being interested in how breaths are connected, that maybe if I made my breath heavier, I would somehow ‘filter the air’ and lighten its load. However, looking at the bug I put pressure on my lungs, and when I did and he fell out of the sky, and started flying again when I relieved the pressure.

 • One time, on LSD with my friends, we were sitting in a room. There was one person I was particularly interested in. I watched him and got the idea that maybe I can make him feel something by the back of his head if I would try to feel something there. I tried to put energy where I wanted him to feel it, and suddenly he starteldly turned his head looked at the wall behind him. Auras have the capacity to communicate in this way.

 • I was sitting by the water near the shopping center by myself, on Speed and weed. I was contemplating how, really, we’re living in sort of an ‘electric resonator’ – where the electricity has a role in creating all forms and we can send each other signals via our thoughts. Then, after sitting there a while, still contemplating, I felt a shot or impulse in my lower right back. And immediately following that, almost simultaneously, a emergency siren-like honk went off for about half of a second around the shopping center I could see across the water – that I had never heard before or since. It felt as though the shot though my lower back and the siren-like honk were connected, and my body somehow was one or aligned (or possibly even had intentionally been aligned) with the outside/external world in this way – because they occurred so near immediately at the same time.

When the coincidence would become highly improbable, perhaps it becomes more logical to assume a causal relationship between them to come about from an energetic or immaterial connection. These stories also show the psychic qualities of this electric field: the way these energies reflect on the psyche, how we physically feel(: ways in which we are ‘plugged into’ the psycho-auric field – that the psycho-auric field can induce hallucinations shows that the mind also is tapped into it) and the senses.